wishing you all the best this season has to offer. good life, good cheers, good friends, good health!

cheers!

nearing completion

i am almost there.

i am at the precipice.

i am at the tipping point.

i am at the brink.

i am at the zenith.

i am at the cliff.

i am at the lion's den.

i am on slippery ground.

i will be under fire.

one last step --

one more step.

i will be devoured.

i will be burned.

and i shall blissfully walk

towards eternity.

oh em gee

owmaygad. there it is again! look!!!!!!!

the second christmas party

i'll just add more text here later but for now, here are the pics.











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ciao!

yet another dental escapade

so right after i woke up, i went to the dentist for a check-up on my molars. as previously mentioned, i've been experiencing hell-like pain for almost four days now and it has been tormenting me eversince. so, i've been really looking forward to this morning for i imagine the next years of living my life dental-pain-free.

now, here's the catch: as per my dentist's findings (x-ray and physical check-up) there should not be any problem because my scan's clean. she did find translucence in the x-ray but it was not with molar i (might) have been complaining about. now i've got to endure the pain for a week more because i've got to observe and pinpoint exactly where the pain lies.

i talked to her about all the things that we can do and as i expected there are two: a complete extraction of the aching tooth or a root canal procedure for the three nerves to preserve my tooth. of course, my primary concern is the cost. hello, i wouldn't wanna spend another thirty grand for teeth *cringes, shivers* hell no.
so it's extraction which roughly costs five thousand and that includes the filler so that my teeth won't move or a root canal which would preserve my tooth but would cost twice as that.

dillema, dillema, dillema.

i also told her about everything i did with and took for my pain and i asked if there is something stronger than ponstan. she prescribed flanax. now this is what would kill me -- the waiting part.

goodluck to me.

dear lord, please spare me this one. please...

i saw dead people

i saw two dead men sprawled on the street in sucat interchange last friday night. i just couldn't get the image out of my head. it was freaky and scary at the same time as there were a lot of policemen with big guns guarding the scene. we almost saw the other 14 along sucat service road but we were wise enough to turn back as traffic was not moving. (on second thought, it was also unwise as that was the time when we saw those dead men) *shivers*

read news here.

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in other news, i almost did not want to post this here but what the heck:

my head is about to explode. as of now, and three days back, i'm experiencing my worst toothache. there are no cavities to pinpoint exactly where it aches. but man, it throbs and it radiates throughout half of my head. i'm literally awakened in the middle of the night because of the pain. i haven't had a decent sleep for two nights now. i was actually on the verge of rushing myself to makati med last night because of the pain if only the fear of paying huge amounts of money didn't stop me. just to give you an idea, yesterday i downed 7 advils and 2 ponstans just to make it bearable. i was so high on painkillers, my eyes feel like popping anytime soon.
tomorrow morning, i'll be visiting the dentist yet again. hopefully it wouldn't cost me as much as it did before. remember this? right, "THAT."

wish me luck.

ciao!

patay!

patay. malapit na pasko. patay nanaman ang budget. patay nanaman ang diet. patay nanaman ang ninong at ninang. sa parte ko, patay nanaman ang mga inaanak ko. patay din dahil toooot na ang toooot ni toooot.

well, dahil malapit na ang pasko, sasabayan ko na ang mga taxi drivers sa pangangapal ng mukha. (napansin niyo ba kung pano sila naging LALO PANG mapili, maarte, mareklamo, at talagang makakapal ang mukha??)

pero bago pa ko mapunta sa kapalan portion, pansinin niyo ang binagong paglalapat ng mga bagay. mas malaki na siya at ang banner... naman.... paskong pasko!! pwera nalang sa pang-undas na mukha na nasa kaliwa. wag nang pakelaman dahil ganyan talaga.

heniweist, dahil isa ka sa mga stalker ko -- at apat lang naman ang dahilan nito: una, kamaganak kita. pangalawa, may gusto ka sakin. pangatlo, pinilit kitang bumisita sa blog ko. at ang pang-apat (pinaka walang kwenta sa lahat) naligaw ka lang dito ng aksidente -- eto ang wishlist ko... dahil hindi ako materyoso.

note: para lang mas feel ko, may tumutugtog na christmas songs sa background ko ngayon habang nagsusulat hehehe.

nikon d60

ISANG MALAKING DUH! sinaunang panahon ko pa nilalawayan yan, kaya. peryod.

peace on earth
because i believe in the essence of being human... bwahahahaha. pero seryoso yan.

peace of mind
papayag ba kong ang mundo lang ang may peace? selfish naman ako kahit papano.

lampshade
nasira yung chipanggang lampshade na binili ko. takte, yun pa naman yung "touch touch" na lampshade. ang bilis naman masira. pfft.

bed
kasi yung kama ko, pinamahayan na ata ng mga engkanto sa kalumaan. di ko type masyado ang poster bed, natuwa lang ako sa itsura nito.

couch
para maganda.

dining set
para MAS maganda.

red wall
matagal ko nang gusto pinturahan ng red. kaso nakakatakot pag summer. baka mamatay ako sa init.

apartment renovation
para mas madali =D

eto naman mga gusto kong bilhin para sa sarili ko. halo halo na yan.

casual shirts, lots of them. leather shoes - i've been looking but i haven't found one that i like, yet. macbook - wishlist nga eh. sony ericsson xperia - parang maganda kasi, pero hindi ko bibihin haha. pabango - may pabango na rin akong ganyan, di ko lang alam kung yan ulit gusto ko or hanap ako ng iba ulit na magugustuhan ko. earphones/earbuds - nginatngat ng daga yung sa ipod ko, shet. boxer briefs - marami, para di na ko bibili. gusto ko yung cotton/lycra blend para snug and breathable. yung isang malaking speaker ng ipod - wala lang, ayoko talaga, natuwa lang ako sa itsura haha. at matagal ko nang iniisip kung magpapatahi ako ng bagong suit. maayos naman yung suit na napatahi ko last time, kaso parang may hinahanap akong iba. yung tipong pagsuot mo pa lang, feel na feel mo na humarap sa tao. hehehe. ang arte. di ko rin alam kung gusto ko ng charcoal grey or grey talaga. wala lang.

ok yun lang. bow.

ciao!