doors

doors

so when i said that god closes the door, he always leaves the back door open, i never thought that god will, sometimes, give me the key to the front door.

the job i've held off for almost half a year has been given to me - again. and this time, i think, it would be stupid of me to give that up again. i got the job that i wanted. and god didn't let me do another mistake again with working in a different career he wants for me. it's so, so good.

anyway, i've found the start of my story. i just hope that my friends will also find their own story to start with. and i also hope we'll all be writing the same happy ending.

cheers!

many thanks

many thanks

so it's between now and the next job that my life as a bummer, once again, unequivocally, begins anew.

i tendered my irrevocable resignation last saturday. my god, you wouldn't imagine how sad i am writing that letter; citing my failure as a team player and as a productive member of a struggling team. i had something like i cannot map out a plan of the career i want for myself in the account and the company. bittersweet, i tell you.
bitter in a sense that i'll surely be missing the friends i've met there and the daily routine of going to work as if i'm not working at all. those things i'll be missing for sure. i've forged strong ties with them, that's what i would like to think. and i hope they feel the same way. not to mention the pay that i'll be receiving bi-monthly :)
my leaving the company is also sweet because i get to map out now my career in marketing - the course that i took and would want to venture in.

you might think why.

well story is - was - whatever, i asked the big guy to give me a sign to take the job that's coming my way. a sign was given but i took no heed. and after months and months of really working hard and making sure that everything is right, still it doesn't pay off. i believe god has another plan for me. and i just took the nudge from him the past months.

"hey bryan, you asked for my sign and you didn't take notice. i'm giving you what you wanted, but still you went your own way. ETONG SA'YO! UMM!" LOL

well, in jest, i would like to think it that way. funny but mostly true. right?

now, i have a religiously mathematical conclusion to what should have happenned. the length of time and distance of my next job is equally proportioned to the length of time my hands are joined together plus the distance of my knees to the floor.

my experiences have hurt me but i will never be reduced by any of it. rather, it will make me stronger.

to the people i workED with who are reading this post, i want to thank you from the bottom of my heart for giving me the gift of friendship and life experience. i hope to see you all in the future!

kitch, shy, ariel, gemma, gela, ruffa, aldwin, pam, emy, elle, liz, alec, madame, ness, ethel, carla, ivar, sha, cha, bongga, kat, vin, percy, marky, julian, zin, elna, and to the others i missed, sorry, but i really gotta end this already hehe.

ciao!