my mother wont be happy

mommy wont be happy

this past week is spelled S-P-E-N-T-M-U-C-H... raawrr! i cant believe that ive spent a big chunk of my allowance.. and hey! its just the first week of the allowance month but ive spent nearly half of my allowance.. damn.. it sucks.. but i enjoyed it.. thats quite fun and depressing at the same time.anyway, last saturday i watched the incredibles. wednesday was bcuz of you (yeah i know), yesterday was alexander - WOW! and today, national treasure. it was fun fun fun! hehe..regarding my sales - well it kinda turned another way. i asked for mommy's help and she told me to give gilbert a call. i did and it produced me 4k worth of products. last friday too i was able to meet the manager of Magnun wines and restaurant in gb2.. turned out ok and i hope i would be able to close the 20k deal. i also have two more prospects whom i texted and texted back with positive reply. now im doing ok.. with the cash i have, 4k, i only now have 16k more to go! wipeee!!! again, where are the friends?! deng..

anyway no classes tom. nice.. no bucotax on tues too! YAY!

im writing jibberish already so i have to stop.again i know my mother wont be all too happy when she reads that i have spent too much of my allowance already.. hehe..

ciao!

those things people do in joseph

those things people do in jospeh

inspired by hogi's blog which was inspired by LJ's meme.. whatever that is.. anyway here it is..

1. this guy is the reason why i was in joseph. this short guy is shortER than most of us. he is the beatles of our group, the leader of chinese mafia. i could not imagine this guy being into theater but, heck, he introduced me to theater and my dream! how could i forget you? you and your impossible crush!
clue: bansot.. sobra

2. this woman i can describe in 7 words.. "now you see her, now you dont" always up and running. but still manages to practice with us amateurs. she writes killer blogs. believe it or not, i havent heard her sing yet. we have been together hours on end but no songs. hehe.. first i thought she was masungit and mataray and all. when i was auditioning, i could feel her stare pierce through my very skin. whew.
clue: "HEYA!"

3. this guy was the first person who taught me to dance jazz and hip hop and all(even interpretative dancing which i only thought could happen to little miss philippines).. the person who could be bouncing one time and very quiet and at times scary at another. maraming kapangalan. but still one and unique. i cant imagine playing three different roles in one musical but hey, you pulled it off! nice work!
clue: BASS dancer

4. who would have thought that he is the flesh incarnate of "big things come in small packages?" when he first sang, we were all floored. damn this guy is GOOD! he can turn old, sappy songs to a mean pavarotti number. need i say more? he likes dreams.
clue: COMA!

5. "kung galit ako, matagal na kayong wala lahat dito" hmm the infamous quote from the MAN himself. like i said, this guy is confusing. when he talks, everybody listens but everybody smiles. we dont know wether to take him seriously or not. mellow, slow and sure - thats his voice. never seems to run out of blush on! ok this is a give away. still the man behind this all.
clue: what does regine, eraserheads and apo hiking society have in common?

6. my other half. when im practicing, he is practicing. when im not practicing, hes also not practicing. imagine telling the castmates that hes going to cebu TOO just to miss the saturday practice. you can confuse this guy for me. another give away
clue: pompom, dada, mama, nana, ______

7. "sumusunod sa galaw ko" and "walang sabit!"this chinita likes to wear wigs.. hahaha kidding! just kidding! another line from her "ang gwapo gwapo niya kaya sa paningin ko!" gosh we were all appalled when she said that! kidding again! baby voice and one of my "foxy ladies" during my pharoah stint.
clue: walang sabit!

8. manyak. this person raped me when i was sleeping in between performances. bouncing and jolly. called me kuya before and even has her manners intact with her "po" and "opo" sheesh im just like um basta a little older than this person. this person likes to massage me. and her hands could reach even up to the lower part of my back and upper part of my thighs! you nasty lass!
clue: MOST SEXIEST-NESS-LY-FULL (take last syllable seriously! :p)

9. jesus christ superstar. mr green. i got close to him during the last weeks of rehearsal. one cool dude! we could spend the whole 3-4 hours laughing and making fun of the steps (to the disappoinment of drei and nikko!) we invented the posing walking thingy while singing our "aaahhhss" when joseph was sold to the "hairy bunch of Ishmaelites" hehe.. he thinks he's tall. maybe he is. for THEIR size. kidding! we have one common friend pala! harhar! nice feet!
clue: "suntan lotion please!"

10. this person. when i first saw this person i thought this person was masungit and all. i mean this person would talk and joke but this person likes to smile. and when this person smiles, damn this person loses this person's eyes. this person likes to burst with one liner songs like "mga santo santito" or "maganda, magandang..." or "ituro mong muli.." this person and i got close during the show itself. and this person and i started to text each other. this person and i are supposed to watch a play but begged off last minute. this person and i are catching a flick this saturday. this person and i have many things in common. this person and i really text each other A LOT, thanks to me. i spent one prepaid card texting this person for a week. hehe!!!
clue: walang clue! harharhar!

now that i did it.. guess who it is.. and make one of this too! :)

the year of a four that i have loved

the year of a four that i have loved

like butterflies hovering
from another petal to another's
the words are drifting by
like dead wood on murky rivers

like a maple leaf

would fall on a grey autum afternoon

the touch is a mere brushing

of a wind to a boulder

like a fish that is trapped
beneath a clear ice slab
your stare is as cold
as the moon on a clear december night

like the sun's rays
would irritate a scum on a pond
and lilies would bow with ire to intense heat
your presence is as dead
as mirage on a red sandy desert

like seasons would change
like time would slowly pass
these thoughts that is of you
would not go at last

another product of boredom of taxation... *sigh*

product of taxation

the product of taxation

In the corner
I hear the murmur
Of people going
To and fro
I hear a fly buzz
And people fuss

In the corner
I sit in silence
While watching things
Just transpire in front
Of my tired eyes
I see an ant crawl
While another falls

In this corner
I have myself
In this corner
I can be myself

In the corner
Someone is watching
Someone misses a stare
And another puts on a smile


Ok I have been really lazy this past week and I also broke my promise of uploading the pics.. well its not me that broke that promise but my friend who promised that he would send me the pics.. up unitl now – nothing.. but its cool.. I can deal with that.. even I am too lazy to put everything that happens here.. but hey, ive got a poem! Hehe.. another product of my "SPARE TIME" in bucotax.. I don’t know if I just don’t really like taxation or my mind isnt just processing well during my very late 6-7:30pm class.. teeheehee..

Anyway ill put this in bullet form since most of (the 5 people) those who visit here are not really that interested.. harhar! Again all is cool..

+ I met someone in the play.. and I wont tell. We text each other a lot.. wink wink

+ bucotax sucks bigtime!

+ I had fun yesterday coz I chatted with pres. I could have stayed with her for hours on end but I forgot I have a class.. o well, pres I miss you! Shout outs to my souldfriend! Love you and miss you – a lot! Even honeybunch misses you! Minsan nga kala ko talaga baliw na ko kasi biglang nagsalita si honeybuch sabi "kala ko si pres" I think I told you that story already.. its really funny AND scary at the same time.. a dog talking.. holy kamote as hogi would say it.. and baka ako ma-COMATOSE!

+ as you have seen, COMATOSE is my new word.. I dunno but I kinda just went out somebody’s mouth (ferson) during our rehearsals.. funny..
CO-ma-tose (khomatows) term used for something that would want to think would happen to you whenever something abnormal or inexplicable happens.
Example: pucha! Naco-COMATOSE na ko sa mga steps!
Ay nako patay tayo dyan. COMATOSE ang boses ng tenor!
During the performance, na COMATOSE ang narrator sa kanyang gagawin
Ok laugh now..

+ last Monday we had no classes. I had this time to do OUR laundry, which I do almost all the time.. teeheehee! Imagine my height. Imagine my waist. Our laundry is up to there already.. hehe.. wait! And that’s excluding the briefs and socks.. o well, I enjoyed it anyway,, I have no choice, either I enjoy it or just be miserable the whole 6 hours of laundry. I chose the former.. I sang and I reminisced and I watched the sun set.. enough..
later that day, much later than you would think, I watched a movie – again, alone! Hehehe.. I watched TAXI – hilarious! AND wicked.. whatever that means.. I was so pathetic that night that I was laughing not only because of the movie (remember laughing gas and driving!) but because I was watching a comedy alone. Bwahahahahaha.. good thing I was the only person in the row that evening. And only a few people were watching.. again, stop.

+ bucotax sucks bigtime!

+ this week was so freakin full of papers to submit. I hate it. But I gotta love it coz its all my majors.. were going to Kuala Lumpur the end of the month.. or maybe Hong Kong.. but they say its HK.. whatever.. i want to come but im afraid of the money I would spend on petty things when im there. Not to mention the pasalubongs and the memento I have to get for my friends and myself as well..

+ in one of our majors where we are supposed to sell and reach a quota of 20000, my other classmates already reached their quota and some even reached 40K already.. and my pretty pathetic self is still ZERO on the board. Hehehe.. its not funny but im laughing.. that’s how pathetic it is.. my friends who said would help me, well.. they are still my friends.. sigh..

+ bucotax sucks bigtime!

+ last Tuesday, I was surprised to see lights and people buzzing around the garage when I got home around 8 in the evening.. I asked people around and luckily I found tita eda. I asked her VERY enthusiastically “tita eds, ANO MERON?!” she looked at me and said “namatay na kasi yung mommy ko.. may cancer kasi siya diba?”
I was floored
And disgusted with myself
All I was able to say and do was “ay sorry…” and hugged and kissed her..
How numb could I be? There was a wake just below my quarters and lo and behold, I thought there was a party.. silly me.. and stupid.

+ today I was supposed to watch a play with my former castmates. Again bucotax hindered me.. I have a class. And I gotta finish the assignments for accounting and crithin for the next day.. im really this studious.. :p

+ let me end by saying bucotax sucks..

toodles you people who read this.. and sorry I missed posting here this long..

quote for the week: “AMBANGO BANGO KO!”

pics

Joseph Hangover

i just visited HOGI's site and she uploaded pala some pics from backstage and during rehearsals! hehe.. read all about what she said on her blog.. i linked her up naman eh so you could just click HOGI at my links.. i just got one pic there though, *sighs and looks at hogi*
anyway dont worry ill upload some of mine this week promise!

joseph and the amazing technicolor dreamcoat: epilogue

"and his dreams finally came true"

not only did joseph's dreams came true but mine as well..

yesterday was the show of our musical "joseph and the amazing technicolor dreamcoat." and i had a ball. im so happy that i was able to do all my parts with such ease and confidence. i never knew that i can sing "elvis style" EVER! and i believe i gave justice to the character.. hehe.. now i know that i want it. i want the stage, i want the lights, i want the costumes, i want the company, i want the songs, i want the creativity, and i want to perform. its nice to have that life. but it can't be. but heck im happy! one dream down!remember when i posted here the things that i wanted to do before i die? well this is definitely one of those and it came true! YAY for me!

i know rain and the other gang read this and we share the same feelings toward the last show. and i want to be blunt about it. it was a disaster for the narrator. *sigh*too bad that when we gave everything that we have, it just needs one to destroy everything.her songs were flat and off key. she keeps forgeting her lines. she doesnt know her blocking. she one handedly, annihilated the play *nods nods*. im not bad. its just that its so depressing when you have memorized all the lines that youre supposed to memorize, put into mind all the voicing you have to sing, called all the steps in the choreography and it only takes one to throw it all away.but its now today, and thats yesterday. like i said, i had a ball!

ill be missing the everyday practices, the relationships that we have built, the conversations we all had, our little jokes, our BIG jokes (*wink wink to jun jun and miko and arman!*) and the bonding that we all had. but i have faith that ill be seeing them again in other places, in other circumstances, in other plays, in other musical, in maybe in another life.. hehe..

kudos to all my cast mates! you have been part of my dream and i will never forget both the experience and YOU! i love you guys!


shout outs to rain, hogi, drei, nikko, cha, anthony, chris and the whole gang!

*and o, i will upload some pictures this coming week!

i can see you

mood: steady

music: stronger

i can see you

everytime your gentle mouth press against mine

i can see you

everytime your hand would reach for mine

i can see you

when your heart yearns and i fill it

i can see you

everytime you turn the other way and kiss another's lips

i can see you

when your hands would reach for another's

i can see you

when the heart i have filled has been filled by another's love

i can feel you

everytime you feel the gnashing of the cold

i can feel you

everytime your heart longs for another's

i can feel you

when the days would seem so empty, so cold

you shiver

i can feel you

when you choose to be warmed by another's touch

i can feel you

each time you think of another's warmth

i can still smell the passion in your eyes

i can still taste another's lips pressing against yours

i can still hear you whisper someone else's name

i can still see you, when you'd rather be with another's sun

i can still feel everything

my heart is weak

it cant go on like this

my mind would go wild

everytime you would crave for his

i have to leave

to have my own piece of mind

that i so long deserved

youre so naive to let yourself find

i dont want to

but i choose to

and im free