pienso en ti

Cada día pienso en tí
pienso un poco mas en tí
despedazo mi corazón
se destruye algo de mí.

Cada día pienso en tí
pienso un poco mas en tí.

Cada vez que sale el sol
busco en algo el valor
para continuar así
y te veo así y no te toque
rezo por ti cada noche
amanece y pienso en ti
y retumban en mis oídos
el tic-tac de los relojes
y sigo pensando en ti
y sigo pensando...

10,000 dreams interpreted

to dream of crabs, indicates that you will have many complicated affairs, for the solving of which you will be forced to exert the soundest judgment. this dream portend to lovers a long and difficult courtship.

to see fireworks in a dream indicates enjoyment and good health.

smoking tobacco denotes amiable friendships.

i saw a crab trapped inside a plantbox and got it. i wrapped it in newspapers and got it. then i saw this girl wearing a bright red hooded cape and was giving me the pompous look and then smiling (maybe because of the crab i got). i remember i was so afraid one moment then became so happy because i know what red means to me.

i was smoking a cigarette when i saw fireworks right outside the window. i rushed to the window and found one man trying to hold the firworks with his bare hands. he got no burns.

man, if dreams could only be so direct.

to the women of my life

happy birthday janna and mommy!

i love you both to no end.

yuck

have you ever seen THAT detergent commercial by CHAMPION? they say their detergent is economical for so many reasons. one testimonial went like this:

"... 'yung pinaglabhan ko, napapanghugas ko pa ng plato."

*BARF* YUCK! i can't even imagine how those stupid advertisers approved of that testimonial.
i can only imagine...

just gross.

iba (na ang) zambales

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it started as one long vacation for me. half day last wednesday until tomorrow, tuesday.
yet again, the holy week was spent in iba, zambales with relatives. why there again? 'cause frankly, it's one of the cheapest vacation spots that is very accessible (in terms of travel and doh). plus we've been there since we were the only family vacationing and visible along the long stretch of pristine waters and white sands. i know, white sand sounds so cliche nowadays. but i'm digressing.

anyway, there are more and more people there every year. and starting last year, there was already the san miguel beach concert. ah the signs of the times.

honestly, i was really not in the mood to go to zambales for two reasons. first, i will miss yuri this year. second, i want to do some nature tripping/adventure. the first reason i cannot do anything about it. the second, we were supposed to do it already with an officemate and some of my friends. unfortunately, it didn't push through. boohoo.
however, after sitting through it for hours (i mean this) i decided to go instead. my initial plan was to do dvd marathon. i realized though that i have nothing else to watch. i thought about buying some dvd's in mcs, however i thought it's probably closed.
so i went. can't say i've had a blast because something's just missing and it's not as fun as before.

anyway check out some pics.

and i also made this video

ciao!

flat

gabi nanaman. ang dami kong gusto isulat. ang daming tumatakbo sa isip ko. ang dami ko pang gustong itanong. ang dami ko pang gustong gawin.

but i'll choose to stay quiet. because sometimes, i feel so repetitive - so redundant. i mechanize my own twists to my flatlining plot just to get things going. but after a few spikes - those few shortlived up's - i'm falling fast, back to the length of the seemingly unending line... that irritatingly deafening long single-note that just sits on your ear - my ear.

i want this to end. i don't want this to end.

the ellipsis is not yet in sight. nor is the period.

it's just this... lines and more lines. dead blank lines.

happy birthday macky!

gossip girl - manila style

this is by far the most intriguing and exciting blog i've read in years! see it unveil before your very eyes. click the refresh button and read every comment as, sometimes, they are more riveting.

now, the bb. pilipinas and the zte scandal has nothing on this shit. nothing better than having manila's socialites' dirty laundry hang dry in the open. this has kept me glued since yesterday. such a loser, i know. but who doesn't crave dirt? =P

[update: as of 11:00 pm march 12, the blog is officially over. i guess someone paid up. or gagged him. or... or... grrr.]

and since i've already mentioned it. look at this poor creature.

ciao!

yesterday

while on his way home, bryan bumped into a close friend in the walkway from SM leading to glorietta.

bryan was not in his best but he was feeling quite better this day. so he was surprised when a close friend told him:

"... uuuyy, anong nangyari sa'yo? bakit ganyan itsura mo?"

so bryan gave reasons on how he was now focused on work for the worsening dark circles around his eyes.

"pinapabayaan mo na sarili mo..."

bryan did not take any offense at all. it's just that, he was disappointed with himself because he was really trying to be better. it disappointed him because the smile and the happy demeanor, after all, do not do any good. he was disappointed with himself because what he feels inside is still manifesting on the physical level.

while on his commute - minutes after saying goodbye to his close friend - bryan could not stop thinking about it. he was well deep into his thoughts that it was bordering obsession.

now all bryan wants to do is stay home and watch dvd's.

really?

after the many things that i've said and can still say, this happened.

(COMPANY NAME WITHHELD)ER OF THE MONTH
This section features (COMPANY NAME WITHHELD)ers who have made outstanding contributions for the company and those whose lives made a difference for others. For this month, we will be featuring one of the interesting employees from the Training and Development Department, Mr. Bryan Reyes.

SERIOUSLY?!

Imagine that. Among the many companies and employees that my company has, they chose me to be their "featured employee of the month."



i. am. bewildered.

chapter 8

it was then that they made love under the black sky. she had never felt this way before; as if every inch of her body has been awakened into combining each single sound into one big symphony. she felt that she was the genius conductor who makes long, melancholy sounds in one lift of the finger. when her arms swayed west, an explosion of sounds permeated through her very core. for her it was not just an awakening of her vagina but an awakening of her soul.
he, on the other hand, would be her master. pulling strings and making her move to his direction. he grinds and her pelvis would violently move against his. he grabs hold of her full breasts with one hand and kiss it sensuously and grips on her hair - all while still feeling each ripple of the inside of her wet cunt on every thrust.

what they would hear from each other as heavy, uncontrolled breaths, are words of love drifting into the thick, musky air of that starless night.

they knew nothing of the outside world. so long as the flesh satisfies its insatiable hunger, nothing else mattered.

noel cabangon - nag-iisa, wala ka na

right now, music is my salvation. what i cannot express in words, some other brilliant artist would tell my story and express what i'm feeling more eloquently and more artistically. one of them is my favorite OPM artist, noel cabangon. he is the artist behind the nostalgic "kanlungan."

through the net, i found out that he has released another album last year. i searched on youtube for his songs and found "nag-iisa, wala ka na."

the melody, the lyrics - the wholeness of it - is perfection.

papalubog na naman ang ilaw
nagpapaalam na naman ang araw
ang gabi ay muling mamamayani
at ang lamig ay hahaplos sa pisngi

ilang araw na ang lumipas
magmula nang ika’y magpaalam
ilang gabi na ang nagdaraan
ang pag-iisa’y tila di na makayanan

ngunit kailangang kong indahin ang lamig ng gabi
ngunit kailangan kong tanggaping wala ka na sa tabi
nag-iisa, wala ka na
wala ka na, nag-iisa

alaala’y nagbabalik sa isip
mga larawan ng bawat sandali
pag-ibig nating sinumpaan
ipinangako sa liwanag ng buwan

ngunit kailangan ko nang masanay
at tanggapin na lumisan ka na ng tunay
ang lahat-lahat ay bubuti
ang pag-ibig ay mananatili
lagi’t lagi…
hanggang sa walang hanggan…

i might do a cover sometime.

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