Wednesday, October 27, 2004

bday

its my fucking birthday today and im so freakin old so do me a favor, greet me in the tagboard!

nuff said...

Tuesday, October 26, 2004

random thoughts

random thoughts

+ ive added another thing here, its the moon! welcome the moon calendar.. now i have an idea what the moon looks like..

+ i just finished my three page reaction paper to this shitty taxation case. i have to read 15 pages of law jargons at the same time understand it to react. which brings me to the thought that WHY DO PEOPLE REACT FASTER THAN THEY COULD UNDERSTAND?

+ i went to enchanted last saturday. it was boring at first coz ive been there too many times. but in the end of course, i had fun coz i got all soaked up. from my back down to my pants and my undies. i was happy that my socks arent wet though.

+ i have to go to another marketing out-of-classroom class tom. well go to market market at 5pm tomorrow and audit the retailers there.

+ i wasnt able to practice last saturday for the play because i went to EK. i wasnt able to practice tonight also because i had no money left to go to CSB. poor me. and my friend rr, was texting me the whole time but i couldnt reply - again - no money to even reload. now they are all gonna kill me.

+ i am currently reading THE ALCHEMIST and i find it very good. thanks to jelz for lending it to me. i was planning to buy it eversince but again, no money. there so much to write about that book and ill just compile it then ill publish it here.

+ its 1:30 now here and i am so sleepy but i want to write more. maybe next time. i dunno im still deciding up until i finish this sentence which i think i would be able to because theres just so many thought runing through my mind right now, hence the title. well its ended

+ im going to cebu this weekend

+ i might go to hongkong for another marketing class event. who said marketing was boring?

+ my passport isnt fixed yet *BLEEP*

+i have a poem that i made and here it is

the end is near
and darkness looms
my eyes are weak
cannot see light
my legs give up
my body rocks
a taste of life
is this what is?
i lost my heart
into the night
i have to fight
to call my life
i give my soul
to you along
i offer up
body and soul
to live or die
to breath or not
to see, be blind
truth cannot hide
my grief now ends
with light i see
beyond the skies
i see the sun
+ now i rest in peace.
goodnight!

Wednesday, October 20, 2004

peechur peechur!

peechur peechur!

here are the two latest pics i got. thanks to macky! wow, my barkada and i got together last last saturday and we watched a sharks tale and just bummed around g4.. hehe.. feast your eyes. (two lang to!)


after the movie
knock out with peter
and here are my boredom projects.. hehe.. thanks to macky again for the pics!
my upcoming ad ;)
senti moment
hehe, check out my friendster meron pang mas OA dun. patawa lang kasi nagalit si mommy sakin sa mga pics ko, mukha daw akong addict. hehe! :) sabi ko mom dear, your son is now a model.. NIAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!
ciao!

Sunday, October 17, 2004

collection

untitled - i cant think of a title

hello peeps. long time. anyway, ive been really busy but i made some short journals over my pc this week. i compiled it nalang. so here it is. i forgot the date though, but its arranged chronologically. from the first to the latest. anyway i watched himala again this afternoon. WOW! yun lang...
oh, chona is now a gonner. chona is gone but she will be greatly missed. :)

sleepless in bangkal

its 2am here and i cant sleep. tomorrow's gonna be a new day and packed day at that. my classes start at 1pm. i have to report on that but right this minute, i dont have anything to wear. they told me to wear blue but i dont have a blue shirt. right after that, i have to rush for a taxi to take me to manila modeling agency to have my vtr for a christmas beer commercial. now im getting used to going there that i dont fuss about what im gonna wear. and tomorrow's gonna be the first day that i will be wearing me. not that i wasnt myself when i came there before but i used to prepare at least a day before. and tomorrow, ill just wear whatever is in my rack. then after the vtr, i have to rush back to school yet again to make it to my speech classes. next is the taxation classes. after school, i have to go yet to another school - which is right infront on dlsu - csb. i must be there by six to make it to my rehearsal for joseph and the amazing technicolor dreamcoat musical.. hehe.. talk about making showbusiness a career! wahahaha! listen to me talk! the rehearsal's gonna be till 9. then i have to go home and study for my accounting test the next day (yeah, as if)ok i have nothing to say anymore.. ciao!

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may himala

i just came from the joseph rehearsal tonight. im so happy coz we are included in the final cast. and it is just tonight that i learned that it is I and my friend, rr, who are to play Potiphar. we are assured that one of us will play him and the other will be the understudy. the only problem is that the character will be SHIRTLESS.. whew.. di yun kakayanin ng powers ko. yata.o well.

right now, im listening to the cd of himala the musical. you gotta love this one! i wish you could listen to this. o sheesh! im going to the musical (again) this sunday. yay!and o, by the way, the vtr went well last tues. ang daming tao sa MMC. shets. para akong nag o-audition sa star circle quest - eeww. anyway it was so packed with people that i was there for 3 hours (of what was supposed to be just under 5 mins) and i missed my 6pm class. my crush was there! haha.. she invited my and my friend to a bottle of beer in absinth - happy hour. well i could have stayed there till the wee hours of the morning. only that im supposed to go to my rehearsal for joseph. deng! so i had to say goodbye even though she was begging me to stay. awww.. she said that she would give me tickets to an event this november yay! plus, she invited me to this mud wrestling thing she is in to. WOW!o well right now i have nothing else to say. shoo!

Wednesday, October 13, 2004

chona on my mind

chona on my mind

grabe, i was hurting my stomach while reading this blog by a certain chona mae.. HILARIOUS!!!!


i dunno if this blog really is true but it got my two thumbs (and FEET) up!
this is about the maid's (chona) adventure and misadventure in the city. hahaha.. i am still grinning while writing this.. hehe!
enjoy!

Monday, October 11, 2004

let play!

lets play a game

ok this is game is introducing your name and the next line would be rhyming with the last word.. sorta like your pick up line in bars.. but with a twist.. this is the result of pure boredom during taxation classes..

hi im bryan
and i make girls go cryin

hi im bryan
and im always lyin'

hi im yuri
and i smell like curry

hi im jd
can you be my baby?

hi im jelz
my pussy smells

hi im drew
wanna do something new?

hi im baggy
wanna smell my pussy?

hi im pres
i dont like mah fez :)

hi im janna
you just make me wanna

hi im janna
im as big as a planggana :)

hi im...

now its your turn.. happy rhymin!!

inxs: sorry for the names ive used.. haha!

Tuesday, October 5, 2004

evil

evil - ness

I am 54% evil.

I'm getting there. I haven't done all the damage I could do but I've done quite a bit. I'm just over the border into the Evil Zone.

Are you evil? find out at Hilowitz.com

a tribute to death

a tribute to death

if theres really something that makes me write, its these things: depression, boredom, extreme happiness and death.

just a this evening, i was watching the news when the photo of rio diaz came up. she was dead. she was battling colon cancer for years now.

i followed her story through the documentaries and the interviews made for her. while watching, i cant help admiring her courage and strength amidst all the pains, both physically and mentally, she has been through. what made me admire her most is the fact that she never stopped smiling and praising the Lord for everything. truly a christian optimist personified.

when i think about it what is in her spirit that made her say all those things? what goes on in her mind when death looms just outside her doorstep? how did she prepare for her death? did she receive death with open arms? how can all these seem to be so easy for her?

i guess, no one can ever deny that she is a faithful christian. whatever happens, theres a reason. and all these has a season. FAITH. how can i say that i have faith when i see motherless children roaming the streets? when everyday i see poverty? when i see good persons suffer? when i myself have demons to fight?

she accepted death like it was just a day that would pass. truly, it did came to pass. she went away like a candle in the wind. she faded like a sunset - slowly yet inspiring. ACCEPTANCE. how can we accept the things that happen to us? how can i accept that we are just going through this life to go through all the troubles and pains and joys and fun and all those things but ultimately just lead to death?

she prepared for her death. literally and figuratively. she told her children that one day soon, shell be gone. that they wouldnt have a mother as caring, lovely and strong like her? PREPARATION. how can we prepare for life? whats on the edge of things? how can i prepare myself for the fact that someday, all the people i care for will be gone?

she did accept death with open arms. though on her deathbed, she did ask for one more day. nonetheless, she received death. how i admire her. imagine after remission, she went back to the same thing again.
i guess what matters is not how high you rise but how you rise after you fall. flying high is great. imagine touching the clouds with your nose and feeling the breeze under your arms.. but when you fall. its hard. especially when youre flying oh so high. but surviving that fall is even more difficult. and i just admire the people who do. my mom is such a good example. and i would like to end this post by just saying, i love my mom.

pink shirt

pink shirt

last saturday i bought shirts.
i also bought my first ever pink item.
a pink shirt.
and i never thought pink was my color.
BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Friday, October 1, 2004

joseph.. second thoughts

joseph.. second thoughts

call me whatever you like but im having second thoughts about joseph the musical. but before that, let me correct myself - its not joseph the dreamer. rather, its joseph and the technicolor coat (also not joseph and the raincoat, like what my friend asked me). ok, continuing.. the only thing i dont like about it is the schedule of rehearsals. ;) its just pathetic - ness - li - ful
see, my classes every mondays, wednesdays and fridays start at 7 in the morning and ends 1240 in the afternoon. rehearsals start at 6 and ends at 9. i go to the gym (supposedly) at 9 and end at 12. deng.
my schedule

MWF
5:30 wake up
6:30 go to school
7:00 - 8:00 accounting
8:00 - 9:00 computer lab and do nothing but surf, check my mail and surf again and sometimes stare at the monitor
9:00 - 10:00 stay in the university mall and just do nothing, most often than not, im sipping coffee while taking to friends
10:00 - 10:30 do nothing. smoke
10:30 - 11:30 marketing major
11:40 - 12:40 critical thinking (hello?! its a subject)
12:40 - 1:00 stay again in UM and then go home
1:30 - 2:30 be home and eat
if i didnt have the rehearsals
2:30 - 6:00 sleep
6pm onwards wake up, eat then go to the gym
1 am sleep yet again
if i have the rehearsals
2:30 - 5:00 sleep
5:30 - 9:00 go to benilde and have the rehearsals
then i go home and try to make it to the gym and sleep

(this is the most colorful blog i ever did. and it sucks.. lol)
o well, this is really pathetic of me. listen to me rant again. deng. Deng. DENG!
ciao!