fx chronicles

It's funny how those five notes from a text message alert from an old phone I had bring forth a sudden gush of memories.

What's happening, life?

scars

When they said that "scars are beautiful," I think they meant it figuratively. 'Cuz how can scars from a major surgery because you ate too much fat be beautiful? =)

Wow, 2011. What a year. And you're only halfway done! First time to get hospitalized and operated on -- a major surgery at that. I don't even know if I can type it correctly: laparascopic cholecystectomy. Yeah, that one where they had to remove the gall bladder.

Hey, I've got the video, you wanna watch?

Doc says I've to come back to him in a week to remove the dressing. He also said that I can do anything with the bandages on, anyway. I can even take a bath. Meh. I dunno. I hope my clean freak doesn't hit me in the coming days.

Well, that's all for now. I'm quite buzzed by the meds and this bloated (more like distended) tummy I have. It's kinda hard to move. Though the doctor said it's best for me to move to remove the unwanted air. Oh well, I'm babbling again.

Ciao.

Monday randomness

Dear lady who sat beside me today,

It is not my obligation to give your payment to the driver, no. The act of passing the payment in the jeepney is never an obligation. Rather, a matter of "pagmamagandang loob."

So aside from not saying "paki" or please, not saying thank you makes you audacious and assuming and downright rude. Not to mention the manner in which you literally dropped your coins on my hand (which by that time was already overflowing with other gracious passengers' coins) causing all the coins in it to almost scatter on the floor.

OK, so you woke up on the wrong side of the bed, as you told the person who called you right after you did that to me. I don't fucking care. It's a fucking Monday morning that we all have to fucking go through.

Thank goodness I wasn't that rude yet to shove all your coins in your cunt.

PS. Fuck you.

Sincerely,

Bryan

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So I woke up early today to shut my boss up. Got in the training room at exactly 8 in the morning. Woopee. Yay. FML.

BUT, weirdly enough, I have lots of energy today. Morning training went really well. =)

Looking forward to the coming Holy Week weekend. =)

ciao!

yosi chronicles

kanina, habang nagyoyosi ako sa harap ng opisina, may dumaang batang babae sa harap ko.
may dala dala siyang dalawang malalaking supot na halos kalahati na ng kanyang katawan sa laki. mga tinapay yung nasa kanan tapos yung nasa kaliwa, di ko na nakita ng mabuti. habang naglalakad siya, napansin ko halos igapang niya na yung isa niyang paa. tumigil siya sandali sa harap ko ng hindi ako pinapansin. tapos tumungo siya sandali.

sira pala yung isa niyang tsinelas.

binaba niya yung malalaking supot na dala niya tapos sinubukan niyang ayusin yung tsinelas niya. nagulat ako pero matapos ang ilang sandali, tumuloy na siya sa kanyang lakad, dala-dala ang dalawang malalaking supot habang ginagapang ng isa niyang paa ang tsinelas na sira.

yun ang isa sa mga panahon na sumakit ang dibdib ko ng dahil sa sitwasyon ng iba.
naisip ko, ang arte arte ko sa katawan. naisip ko ang dami dami kong reklamo sa mga bagay-bagay. naisip ko, ang swerte swerte ko pa rin pala.
pero panandalian lang yun kasi nasundan agad ng pagsisisi. paano ko nagawang maging masaya dahil sa nakakaangat ako sa ibang tao?

ang sakit kung isipin.