random thoughts

i don't expect you to adjust so quickly. but i hope you are mature enough to know.

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i'm getting good at the un-feeling.

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i want an honest to goodness mature, stable, honest, forever kind of relationship. i'm done with the games people play.

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sometimes i wonder how it is to be the one leaving.

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i want to be brave enough.

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i want you to be brave enough.

boraemo (bora-emo)

down time

today, i'm supposed to be excited. today i'm supposed to be giddy about packing as i usually am when i'm about to go somewhere. but today, tonight, i drown myself in sadness.

i keep telling myself that people always leave -- that i should get used to it. after all, i've been left by people for quite a good number of times already. still, though, i think that if and when the time is right, they'll come back. it's the waiting that kills me. it's the not-knowing part that kills me.

i digress.

here's what i really want to say: I MISS YOU.

and the sad part is, i can't wait forever.