Wednesday, March 23, 2011

of people and infatuation and life as it is


it's strange. these people.
they like me,
i don't like them.
i like them,
they don't like me.
we both don't like each other.
we both (...)


still waiting for the last piece. why can't it just be easier?
fine. i want a love life na. weirdly enough, i had that realization in the middle of my busiest work schedule. nice, bryan.

i'm moody. i can be an ass. i sometimes play mr. know-it-all. i'm sometimes perverted. and gross. i fend for myself. yes, i'm independent. i need no strings. i have no need to prove myself. for now. i'm eclectic. i abhor labels. i enjoy labels. i'm ironic. i'm sometimes a masochist. and also a sadist. i can be with myself without feeling by myself. i'm a loner like that. i'm thoughtful. i can be sweet. i want to hold hands. maybe show some public display of affection. i like pet names. i think i'm attentive. i'm keen. sometimes emotional. and sensitive. i'm loving. i love deeply. i'm a bit naive. sometimes love blinds me. i wear my heart on my sleeve. i love without reservations. like neruda, i love without knowing how, or when, or why. i love unconditionally.

knock and the door shall be opened.

so.

are you there yet?

LE SIGH.