talking mirrors

talking mirrors

i hate that i'm back here. i hate that i've gone so far and yet the road led me back. i hate that i've gone to the edge and looked back and have begun to be satisfied only to find out that not far from the ege lies the same old road.

teach me to be free. teach me to escape. teach me to feel nothing.

my mind is in a daze yet again. i don't like this feeling. i don't want to feel things anymore. anymore.
just how do i get out? how do i not go back? how do i teach my feet to walk in another direction? questions, questions, questions.

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dumaguete-d

dumaguete-d

the loooooong overdue pics from dumaguete is finally here. well, not here here. i've posted it in my multiply. checkitoutin niyo na hahahaha! click the pics to direct you to the page.





artsy















bahura resort















jollibee party













beach






enjoy!

ciao!

raining cats

it's raining cats and dogs

so besides the raging storms, i still had a very fun and productive week. although this is the perfect weather for a hot cup of coffee and a stick or two in your warm and fuzzy clothes all tucked in a big thick blanket while sitting in a soft and cozy chair, i was running all around the place.

and the high of the week was during the night out with my friends at work. it was a planned activity for ver because he's leaving (left, august 15) for another job in dlsu. anyway, so when we were in the middle of the first and second games, i noticed that VER WAS NOT THERE. lol. that was the only time that i remembered that the "event" was for ver; the sole reason why everything was planned the way it was. and he's not there. LOL.
a colleague taught me to bowl. omg. it was the first time that i was able to get past my score of less than a hundred - consistently. hehe. it was fun. thanks dens!
while playing, i felt the tension in my right arm and pecs already. and i knew that it will go on till the next days because that was the only physical activity i had for ages - aside from painting/cleaning the house. and boy was i right. today, it's not only my arms and my pecs that are hurting but also my left butt cheek. i just wonder, why just the left cheek?!

so after two games, i knew i had to beg off the third and fourth or i'll be filing my leave for two days already. so after the game, we went to some bar in j.vargas in ortigas. and since pictures could paint a thousand words, here are some of it.

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after the bar scene, we decided to go home at around 230. the plan was for ice to drop cathy first in her condo, drop vince and i in the office, ride in vince's car and drop me in my place while ice and vince do a convoy from my place going to south.
it sounded perfect... until we got to buendia. the flood was fucking terrible!
imagine this, times two. (and how ironic this picture is)

so what happens now? vince decided that we should just eat tapsilog in one of the "tapahan" near my place. so we did. lol, cathy did not eat because according to her "kailangan i-build ang trust sa mga kinakainan, and so far, i still don't trust this place" LOL
there, we decided that cathy should just spend the night/morning in my place to allow the flood to subside. vince and ice left after eating.
vince: "kailangan ko umuwi, kailangan kasi andun ako paggising ng anak ko"
NAKS! ulirang ama awardee. how very VERly.

so when cathy and i went to my place, i thought we would rest immediately because it's already 5 in the morning. but hell no, cathy told me she liked me and raped me.
LOL. not really, she said she cannot sleep and i should not sleep, too. wtf?! so we just sat there telling stories, well, she was telling stories and my eyes would just literally shut itself and i would just die of a heart attack because whenever i did that, cathy would hit me and i'd be like "what happenned?!" fruck. hahahaha. but it was nice because we told each other stories. *wink* nyahahahahaha...

wait, i'm tired of typing. 'till the next ish. anti-climactic ba? sorry, it's sunday and it's raining, i have my coffee and my stick.

ciao!