random thoughts
i went out last night to abner's sister's birthday in temple bar. at the height of fun midmorning, abner's father came to our table. he was there knowing everyone on the table; trying to get all our names and our parent's names and where we come from. it just made me think: what if my papa is still alive and we were in the same situation and my friends will all be there? have i developed a special relationship with my papa that i can drink and smoke in front of him and my friends? will he be as happy as abner's dad? will he be so talkative and funny as abner's dad?
just a thought.
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bakit ba kung kelan mo gustong gusto nang lumayo, tsaka may lalapit at magiging maganda ulit ang mga araw? matagal kong pinagdadasal na bigyan ako ng nasa itaas ng lakas para gumawa naman ng buhay para sa aking sarili. at ngayong sa tingin kong kaya ko na, bakit parang pilit na bumabalik ang kahapon at lagi akong kinukulit at kinukumbinsing mas maganda ang kahapon? haay. nakakapagod nang mag isip.
