Friday, July 9, 2010

the thing is

... paulit ulit lang. in a short span of time, balik nanaman sa dating gawi. ayoko na ng ganun. nakakapagod. nakakapagod na rin ni mag-isip tungkol dun.

ako na lang lagi ang may problema. ako na lang parati ang dapat magbigay. ako na lang parati ang dapat umintindi. ako na lang ang laging may sayad. ako na lang lagi. there's a lot of "you should have's" or "you could have's."

this time, i think i know what i want. i'm not sure about the consequences. i think someone will get hurt. the thing is, if i continue with this, someday, someone will eventually get hurt. it's just prolonging the inevitable.

so. for the last time, i'll do what i do best (and you can consider this as the last), it's my fault. i take the blame. i take the responsibility. have a happy life.

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