happy new year!
so how's the new year treating you so far?
my 2008 has been nothing but a blur. everything came in painfully slow yet amazingly fast. i guess the one word that stuck with me throughout the past year was "waiting" -- waiting for that next project to come along, waiting for that big adventure, waiting for unreplied texts, unanswered calls, waiting for that next drinking session, waiting for that last final good bye, final glimpse, waiting for a higher paycheck, waiting for sanity to come barging in, waiting for reality to finally kick me in the gut, yeah that's it... waiting.
but just recently, i figured i'm not getting any younger. they say life is what happens while you wait. so come december, i managed to easily sway myself into not waiting anymore. i know i sound like a schizo right now but sometimes, you just have to psych yourself up into doing things that you normally wouldn't do on a regular or spur of the moment basis. so there. i stopped waiting. so what am i doing now? well just dusting myself up a bit and preparing for the longest run of my life -- or the highest dive -- whatever it is, i'm getting ready. i may be scrambling a bit but i'm readying myself. in a few weeks or (heaven forbid) months to come, i shall be set. and you know what happens after that -- i finally go.
hopefully 2008's lessons thoughened and taught me well.
but i'm still gonna wish for a better paying career, continued friendships, more love, better health, and hopefully a little less bumps on the way. for all we know, 2009 shall be up and over and we begin anew.
anyway, to spare us all the drama (as if going through my blog is not drama enough), this is 2008 in pictures.
have a great year!
ciao!
but just recently, i figured i'm not getting any younger. they say life is what happens while you wait. so come december, i managed to easily sway myself into not waiting anymore. i know i sound like a schizo right now but sometimes, you just have to psych yourself up into doing things that you normally wouldn't do on a regular or spur of the moment basis. so there. i stopped waiting. so what am i doing now? well just dusting myself up a bit and preparing for the longest run of my life -- or the highest dive -- whatever it is, i'm getting ready. i may be scrambling a bit but i'm readying myself. in a few weeks or (heaven forbid) months to come, i shall be set. and you know what happens after that -- i finally go.
hopefully 2008's lessons thoughened and taught me well.
but i'm still gonna wish for a better paying career, continued friendships, more love, better health, and hopefully a little less bumps on the way. for all we know, 2009 shall be up and over and we begin anew.
anyway, to spare us all the drama (as if going through my blog is not drama enough), this is 2008 in pictures.
have a great year!
ciao!
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