today, i'm supposed to be excited. today i'm supposed to be giddy about packing as i usually am when i'm about to go somewhere. but today, tonight, i drown myself in sadness.
i keep telling myself that people always leave -- that i should get used to it. after all, i've been left by people for quite a good number of times already. still, though, i think that if and when the time is right, they'll come back. it's the waiting that kills me. it's the not-knowing part that kills me.
i digress.
here's what i really want to say: I MISS YOU.
and the sad part is, i can't wait forever.
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