Monday, February 23, 2009

the journey home

i'm drunk posting. i don't know what came to me but i'll say what just happened.

after a few bottles alone, i found myself walking out the door and hailing a cab going to makati. dropped myself in washington street along dela rosa. i walked the length of the street three times; twice on one direction and once going back. side-tripped home through jacinto and through wilson streets.

it's been so long since i've felt so lost. i have never been this spontaneous my entire life. i have never left home alone at 1 in the morning. i've never been so illogical and so unreasonable.

for that, i'm so deeply and profoundly sorry.

on the other hand, i found what i've been looking for.