its so easy to tell someone to stop holding on to something. its so easy to tell someone that it would do him more harm if he continues to grab on the very thing that hurts him. but what if you were the very person holding on to that rope? what if, you were the person who is trying so hard to not let go of that rope that holds your life?
you couldn't even say you're hurting to save your life. you couldn't even tell the person that it hurts so much to see the person go. you couldn't even tell the person that maybe you cannot even think about it.
as much as you would want to make sense, words elude your mouth. reasons, explanations, and logic escape you. you try but you are still wishing that if you don't say it out loud, reality would not come. and you still hope that even if it does, it wouldn't hurt as much. though you know that it would. and you know that it is.
so what now? all that is left is you and that rope. it's the only thing that holds your life.
i wish i could let go. i'm counting.
1...
2...
3...
you couldn't even say you're hurting to save your life. you couldn't even tell the person that it hurts so much to see the person go. you couldn't even tell the person that maybe you cannot even think about it.
as much as you would want to make sense, words elude your mouth. reasons, explanations, and logic escape you. you try but you are still wishing that if you don't say it out loud, reality would not come. and you still hope that even if it does, it wouldn't hurt as much. though you know that it would. and you know that it is.
so what now? all that is left is you and that rope. it's the only thing that holds your life.
i wish i could let go. i'm counting.
1...
2...
3...
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