dahil uso ang profundity these days

" may mga bagay na hindi mo hinihintay pero bumabalik. sa parehong paraan, may mga bagay na hindi bumabalik gaano man katagal ang paghihintay. "

pauso ko.

the past

i was labeling all my posts and i came across this.

what i've written years ago, still applies to me now. i don't know if it's good or bad or both.

sabi ko

sabi ko nung isang linggo,

"i'm not just a side attraction or a detour... i'm the destination."

lol.

a decision

for the past week, i have been the energizer bunny. i decided to focus on work. i decided to beat deadlines. i decided to accomplish all the new things that's brought to me while struggling to find my balance in the routinary things that i'm doing. i decided to not think about being tired and sleep deprived -- not to mention the insomnia i feel i'm developing again. just thinking about the coming weeks stresses me -- the packing, the traveling, the trainings, the people i will be meeting, in short, the marketing-game-face -- must smile, must understand, must be on point, must be knowledgeable, must be a soldier. from what i know, i can only breathe after my birthday. and that's three months away.
then again, i am already decided. for the next couple of weeks, no feelings, no overthinking, no nothing except work, work, work.

i think this decision will help minimize disappointments, failures, and breakdowns in other aspects of my life.

everything, including that, is a decision.

ciao.

our adventure

i will come home

Why do you weep?
What are these tears upon your face?
Soon you will see.
All of your fears will pass away.

last days

pics from our last days. shey, mai, denz, jons, we'll definitely miss working with you.

more here
galleria last day
makati last day
last day dinner

ciao!

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potipot

finally. potipot!

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part 1
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life

dear life,

there are things i can do but i'm not supposed to do. there are things that i want to do but i can't do. please help me make things a little easier. just for a while. i feel everything around me is going too fast and i'm stuck in the middle without any idea of what to do. i don't want to think i'm lost, but that's the feeling i'm getting.

that's my only request.

ps: i hope your friend, time, comes quickly to heal my wounds.


sincerely,
bryan