just to make things clear

i am not a doormat.
i am not here for your convenience.
i am not here solely to be your cheerleader.
i am not one to wait for hours on end.
i am not just your friend.
i am not the one to fill with empty words.
i am not your father, or mother, or brother, or sister.
i am not one to ask favors.
i am not your text mate.
i am not your phone pal.
i am not your chatmate, either.
i am not one to just sit and wait on the sidelines.
i am not just a piece of garment.
i am not most things you want me to be.

i am me.

and i want to matter.

that's all i am asking for. nothing more, nothing less.