something better than my usual

i guess i deserve a pat on the back because i am developing a higher tolerance for the people that has been getting on my nerves recently.
i am especially proud, too, because amidst all the stress, worry, pressure, and exhaustion, i did not break during the event. *claps*
the reason is sometimes, when i'm really irritated and pressured, i can really get abrasive and sometimes abusive. thank god it didn't happen this time. i mean there were quite a handful of people who got pissed with each other and happily, i was not one of them. i'm still sarcastic, though. that's normal. hahaha.
i assume smiling a lot (even if forced) and taking things lighter than what they already are helps a lot during these times.

beer anyone?