ok na sana eh

kaso maalala ko ulit. kaya sorry na lang =P

kupal ka kasi. ewan ko ba kung anong kinakain mo sa umaga at nuknukan ka ng sinungaling. gago ka, ako pa inuto mo? kung magsisinungaling kasi, taena galingan mo naman. nakakainsulto ang ginagawa mong pang uuto. naman! unang una, hindi ako pinanganak kahapon. parating ka pa lang, umaalingasaw na balat mo sa kasinungalingan mo. taena mo.

pangalawa, bobo ka ba at di mo man lang naisip na nag first rule sa pagsisinungaling ay wag kang papahuli? huli ka! oh gago ano ka ngayon?

pangatlo, huwag kang plastik. kung gusto mong makipagplastikan, wag sakin, baka ihampas ko bungo mo sa pader. na may bubog.

simula ngayon, puta ka, lahat ng makikita kong kasinungalingan, ipapamukha ko sayo -- ipapakain ko pa sayo hanggang sa magsawa ka sa mga kataihan mong tarantado ka.

kung mapikon ka, tara, sapakan tayo.

gago.

done

done done done done.

done done done done done done done.

done.

done. done.

and done.

sorry, but i'm done. =)

... Half smile on the outside

Then its gone.

- ivy

sometimes

you just have to ask yourself if what you did is right and if what you did is the right choice.

rgt

The Road Not Taken

By Robert Frost

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I--
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

sorry i could not travel both and be one traveler

techie dream

this week, apart from working my ass off, i've been in techie mode.i found out about these, and i want them now.

sony ericsson vivaz

sony ericsson vivaz pro

sony ericsson x10 mini and x10 mini pro (with qwerty)

toshiba satellite pro u500

nikkor 50mm f/1.4

i gotta save up.

...

sorry but it still bothers me.

i really still can't believe the audacity you've shown towards me. you put me right on the spot -- damned if i do, damned if i don't. and this is not the first time.

next time, be gentle with words. see, words have this supernatural tendency to either melt or break one's heart. what happened was the latter. this is me being honest.

i was actually trying to just brush it off -- forget about it but i can't at this time yet.

i have to strike out the part of me being sorry because this time, i will allow myself to feel what you just made me feel.

i guess i am too kind.

'di ko maintindihan

... kung panong ikaw ang nanghingi ng pabor, pero parang ako ang nahihiya.

... kung bakit ang pakiramdam ko, kaya ka lang nagiging mabait eh dahil may kailangan ka.

... kung bakit madaling gumawa ng bagay para sa iba, pero pagdating sakin, laging mahirap.

... kung paano ako naging selfish.

... kung bakit kaya ko pa ring maging mapagbigay.

ewan ko na lang.

* sorry ha, pero parang ang kapal lang yata.

pocketful of sunshine

so last friday, after lunch, i decided to do an activity to prepare them for the long afternoon ahead. usually, it's just a small game wherein the losing group will have to do the consequence as given by the winning group.

i decided to digress from that usual ice breaker because i, too, am beginning to get tired of it. what i did was to write all their names on each paper and posted it in front of the class. i instructed them to go in front of the paper as it was laid out in front and write something positive about the person. it took us quite a while to finish and after which, i read it aloud in class and have each of them tell me if they liked what they heard or if anything isn't true about what was written. it was a good 30 minutes spent. after the activity, i proceeded with the afternoon discussion.

in the middle of my discussion, i noticed a piece of paper being passed around. i don't normally mind those things during my class because i'm sure as hell they were already on information overload and passing notes could help them regain their focus and, well, refrain from drifting into the oblivion.

in the middle of the afternoon, i gave them a 15-minute break so they can rest and do whatever they need and want to do. as for me, i went down to have a smoke.

when i came back, i saw a piece of paper in front of me with my name on it and a note to "please read it aloud :)"

i froze for a split second. could this be? is this the moment i realize i'm not made of stone? that i have feelings? that i am touched? hahaha.

so i gave them a smile and said thank you for the gesture. apparently, they also made one for me like i have them do earlier that day.

see, those are the small things that make me love my job even more. :)

and oh, here's what they wrote :)

• loves necktie
• male version of miss joy
• gwapo oiiis!
• kenkoy
• gracious
• mortal enemy of RC (one of the attendees i always poke fun of, in a good way, of course)
• cute
• approachable
• alaskador
• workaholic
• talented
• sweet (??)
• i like his haircut
• -- hehe what hair?!
• funny
• marunong mag plantsa
• break na pag nag-weewee
• "sige, pabili tayo ng coffee"
• "sige, pabili tayo ng sugar"
• "sige, paakyat natin yung notes"
• "sige, paakyat natin kay clavio"

now, now, now. i know there are things there that made me go "wwwuuut?!" haha but the gesture really touched me.

ciao!

last night

yesterday registered the highest temperature in metro manila -- 37.5 C.

and i wondered why i was sweating like mother and chugged down one and a half pitchers of water...

i wish we had a swimming pool.