interview

it went well

enough said.
interview went well. i could almost feel the lung-constricting smell of the lobby and cubicles. it felt good. better than any smoke could do. hehe.

ciao!

papa bday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA!

went to church twice, lit a candle once, whispered a prayer thrice

no more words

an unexpected call

an unexpected call

hahaha! i'm so excited! this late afternoon i got a call from an unknown number.

me: hello?
her: hi, may i speak with mr. fernan bryan reyes?
me: uhmm, who's this please?
her: i'm from nestle, sir..
me: oh yes (trying to keep the excitement) this is he speaking
her: uhm, sir, we were able to go through your resume and we're interested to hire you (permanently) for your OJT.
me: oh? (playing dumb) really? (trying to sound astounded) well that's good news.

ok, that's not the whole conversation but that's what i would like to share. i'll be having my very first job interview on thursday morning! woohoo!
big deal? yeah big deal for me! shut up! hahahahahahahaha!

man, blessings this week are overwhelming!!

ciao!

mr sensitive

mr sensitive

i've asked myself a lot of times already on why am i overly-superly-uber-sensitive this week.
i don't know but the first time i sobbed again was when i watched a movie last sunday. and then i watched this show on tv and again, i sobbed. then i was just imagining something last night and boom, i sobbed again. damn.
and i get so sensitive on trivial topics and i keep them all again inside. darn.
owell. maybe it's the stars. maybe the moon is just too near again and as a scorpio i'm way too affected. whatever.

ciao!

grown up crisis

grown up crisis

this week has been all about passing resumes and scouting for companies that might hire me for my OJT and maybe for an internship. it made me think hard. what did i want to be in the future. two months from now? after graduation? after five years? where would i be? where would i go? will i have a job by then? a millionaire? studying again maybe? i have no idea.
my mother was telling me before, plan out your life. you cannot just take it as it is. well mother dear, i think everyone goes through this phase, when all of a sudden, everything's a blur. everything is just going too fast. and the insecurities are haunting me, telling me that maybe i'm on the wrong bus and the bus i'm supposed to take has already left. what if i stay here in this place for the rest of my life?!
damn. maybe this is what you call an almost quarter life crisis.
actually i have plans. but i'm not so sure. it's just that - plans. drawings. nothing real.
i just hope that make that plan real and executory by january next year.

january05 - graduate
(possibility #1)
february - go to the US if visa is approved and stay there for atleast 6 months to a year. try out what america has to offer me. if nothing happens, i'll go back here. if something promising happens, then we'll see
(possibility #2)
february - rest and look for a job
april - start working my ass of to become a millionaire by 30

my my my. there is really nothing lofty there. just a fresh college graduate's dream.
owell, don't worry friends, by then this blogspot will still be running.

ciao!

weird

feels weird

i don't know but it feels weird this week. it's so perfect - no fighting, no hard quizzes, no nothing. i could say boring but i'm afraid the man above would listen and give me something else. right now i'm happy. but i'm kinda weirding out already. i'm thinking that this is just the calm before the storm. i don't know. but as of now, i'm enjoying every minute of it.
or i just don't see the logic of it. i was almost on my knees the other week because like i said, i'm having personal and family problems. and i prayed hard for it to be over soon. maybe now's the time.
wow.
and finally, before i end this semi-nonsense post, i want to share to you what has been keeping me busy all night last night up to this moment!






so here are the two bottles.
nothing really special.
except that i made it in photoshop and i'm so damn proud of myself for this! hahaha!
i especially like the way i did the back label. nice!






anyway, since there are two bottles here, why don't we drink to the way my life's been going now... CHEERS!

ciao!

its raining

it's raining

wow. finally. it rained. i have been praying to dear lord for rains the past weeks. i don't know why i like the rain. maybe it's the smell of it. maybe it's the gentle shush of raindrops on the streets. maybe it's the way i run for shelter when rain pours. whatever the reason, i like the rain. the rain is calming and relaxing. putting everyone else on a halt from their routines and forced to look at each drop of water from the thin roof.

tonight it's just rain. a hot cup of coffee in the middle of the morning. a hot cocoa. haaayyy...

i hope it rains tomorrow.

ciao!

retreat pics

retreat pics

thanks to patty for the pics! enjoy!

my most favorite group

yuri, patty, cheska, me, jen, brenda

my yosi buddies

same people with jansel, jambo, pugo and steve

rawRr!

chapel posterity

me, brends, patty, jen

im too lazy to put more pics. anyway that's about it, kami kami rin naman eh.. hehe..

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i'm surprised that nothing dramatic happenned to me this week. considering the fact that most of my days last week are indeed too stressful for me to concentrate on one thing. that explains the last posts. anyway, i'm back to my usual happy self. and i've learned to accept the facts as they are with no sugar coating. another weekend, another life, another story, another post.

till the next ish!

ciao!

dance with my father again

dance with my father again

Back when I was a child, before life removed all the innocence
My father would lift me high and dance with my mother and me and then
Spin me around 'til I fell asleep
Then up the stairs he would carry me
And I knew for sure I was loved
If I could get another chance, another walk, another dance with him
I'd play a song that would never, ever end

How I'd love, love, love
To dance with my father again
When I and my mother would disagree
To get my way, I would run from her to him
He'd make me laugh just to comfort me
Then finally make me do just what my mama said
Later that night when I was asleep
He left a dollar under my sheet
Never dreamed that he would be gone from me

If I could steal one final glance, one final step, one final dance with him
I'd play a song that would never, ever end
'Cause I'd love, love, love
To dance with my father again
Sometimes I'd listen outside her door
And I'd hear how my mother cried for him
I pray for her even more than me
I pray for her even more than me
I know I'm praying for much too much
But could you send back the only man she loved
I know you don't do it usually
But dear Lord she's dying
To dance with my father again
Every night I fall asleep and this is all I ever dream


i just heard this play on the tv the other night. i thought the lyrics was ________.
enjoy.

shout outs

shout outs

pres: haha, hmm looks like i know who youre referring to on your blog.. love you miss you mwah mwah!

yun lang..