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somewhere only we know

Oh, simple thing, where have you gone?
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when, you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin
And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?

(somewhere only we know cover by natasha bedingfield)

haayy... nakakaiyak ang complicated. oh simple thing, where have you gone?

see you!

tonight i say goodbye to the people i've worked with for 2 years. hindi ako maiyak eh, sorry =P

pero sana kayo maiyak dahil di niyo na ko makikita. hehe.

if you need anything, and if you read this, i'm just a text or click or call or nudge or kalabit away =)

aylabyu all!!

hindi pa alam

hindi ko pa rin alam kung dapat ba kong matuwa o mainis o magalit sa nalaman ko.
dapat sa isang relationship, kahit na ano pang relationship yan, transparent, honest, at malinaw ang mga bagay bagay. hindi pwede ang "pwede na yun," o kaya "ok na 'to." hindi ko hinihingi ang paghingi ng permiso. ang hinihingi ko lang ay ang ipaalam sa akin kung ano man ang nangyayari dahil ayoko ng gulatan.

ilang ulit ko nang naisulat at nasabi na madali akong maglagay ng tiwala sa mga tao. kaya na rin siguro maraming beses na kong naisahan. pero tangina naman, pag nagtiwala naman sana ako, sana bigyan ito ng halaga. mahirap para sakin ang magbalik ng tiwala. at nahihirapan din akong mag-maintain ng relationship na may pagdududa. madaling sabihing kalimutan na pero mahirap gawin. lalo pa't nangyari pa lang. pero kahit na ano pa yan, handa akong magsimula ulit. wag lang sana paulit ulit.

ang sabi ko nga, para na nga akong sirang plaka, nahihirapan ako pero matiyaga ako. pero sana wag akong mapagod.

yun lang.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MANOKCHICKEN

5 YEARS!

i've been blogging for 5 years! haha who would've thought i'd have the patience and dedication to keep this up and running for 5 years!

it's been 5 years... jeeze...

first time

yesterday, for the first time in my life, my chest was about to explode. emotions were running through my mind. my hands were terribly shaking. my breathing was shallow and uncontrollable. i couldn't think straight. i had all the energy inside me and i was doing what it wants me to do. i was a mere vessel of its growing energy. i could've brought the kitchen wall down. i tried, but i knew then that it would hurt after it consumed me. i think that's the right term, i was wholly consumed by it.

i was fuming mad and i let it all out.

i'm sorry for the casualties.

so

para lang alam ng lahat

alam ko naman kung saan ako lulugar.

laro

nagsisimula ang lahat sa laro. nakaka enjoy, nakaka pawis, nakaka hingal. pero masaya.

hanggang sa madapa ka at malaman mong totoo pala ang mga sugat. totoo ang dugo.

masakit pala.

gabi kasi

off topic:

dapat ba 'kong matuwa? kasi feeling ko hindi dapat. pero dahil sa ganun, kailangan.

naisip ko lang yung lagi nilang sinasabi: hindi porque kaya mo, dapat mong gawin. at hindi rin porque ayaw mo, hindi na dapat gawin.

balanse lang dapat siguro.

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i went with macky and tracy to greenhills late this afternoon. macky was supposed to sell his phone and tracy just to look around for a new phone.

the ending, macky was not able to sell his phone and tracy got a new phone.

nokia e71 (tracy bought e63 pala)

i want din. bumili kaya ako? pero wag nalang. ito pa rin siguro ang gusto ko

pero ayoko na gumastos para sa cellphone. luho.

then again, kung meron mang mabait na kaluluwa na magbibigay sakin nito, why not diba? opportunity knocks once. haha!

ang binili ko sa greenhills? lens cleaner pen and spare memory card. para sa napaka ganda kong camera lol.

ciao!