two faces

two faces

happy face
i passed accounting

sad face
i was SO harassed this term

inxs: i wouldnt be posting in my blog for a long time because computer at home crashed and im not gonna be in any internet cafes for the whole christmas break.

cheers!

this day is today

this day is today

one more wish

last night, i was really feeling all shitty and annoyed so i asked my friends to go with me and drink. we did. in century park (top of the century) hotel. i also get to force nikki to go with me.. hehehe.. anyway so it was jd, yuri, abner, nikki and i. it was fun because i got be a little drunk and for a while i was so carefree and happy. not that im not happy. you get me anyway.. then i spent like about 1500 pesos for that night.. hehe.. my bad.. MY BAD.. i dont wanna say this because i think my mother reads this but heck it was all worth it. and i also got to sing one song. thanks to the wonderful pianista there. hehe.. i sang.. well, it was the only song i could remember that time, because of you. hehe..
so im happy again..


of sleeping pills and numbers

after i all got drunk, i took some sleeping pills that my doctor prescribed. had the best sleep for days now. then i got up at 2 in the afternoon. and my friend erika called me asking for help. i did. i went to la salle wearing just my pamabahay coz i thought that classes are already over so no one really will be there. not that it matters. anyway, so i went there not expecting that i will help ericka not in any papers but helping her encode all the grades of the students in all the classes of her professor. anyway all i get to see form then on are numbers number and more numbers. weird

binging and parks

we were so tired kanina that we went to the park to smoke. tapos. super food trip. REPUS GOBAS! as diane would say it..

so there im here again doing other people's projects. deng

ciao!

and it all came to pass

and it all came to pass..

damn accounting and business and corporation taxation.. im done with them. today is the last time im going to study them.. and i wasnt able to "make bawi" the fologic course.. i only got a 2.. dammit. my anxiety still runs from this minute up to the time coursecards are given on monday.. how life sucks..

yeah FPJ died, and like i said, i couldnt care less.

plus im going to take a very very long and pleasurable breather starting now.

how do i feel? pissed off.

VERY pissed off.

breathe, bryan, breathe...

this is the day

this is the day

gak! i have just gone through the most hectic day of my life..
*bleep*
anyway thank god i was able to get everything done. now i only have one quiz tomorrow for accounting and two finals for both accounting and bucotax.. EEK...

nuff said..

typing the day away

typing the day away...

segway: somebody texted me this and made me so happy during the rest of the day (typed exactly as texted)
t0p 3 thngs i lyk bt BRYAN:3)he cn easily cnct with 0thr ppl and he's snsitiv 2 their neds, 2)he's knd, he has a wndrfl yt 1 f a knd persnalty myb bcz he's a gud wrtr, and i nj0y talkng 2hm, 1)i fl cmfrtble xpresng wt i wnt 2 say bt alm0st anything
now who would not be happy with that? the ultimate compliment for me! haha.. thanks so much!

i dunno why im doing this blog especially when ive been typing from 1130 in the morning up to this time 12 midnight.

i have been harrassed since monday because of tons of paperwork. i know that its partly my fault but half of the blame should be on my professors. like what i said in my previous blog, my profs being more than happy giving us paperworks, well it really came true - BIG TIME! imagine:

1 full paper for asian global brands1 group paper for a concept retail store, with business plan, proposed site etc etc... the whole nine yards

2 reaction papers for 1. (a mere 150 page case of) Tolentino vs. the Secretary of Finance 2. The website of the Bureau of Internal Revenue

1 Self Critique for Speech class1 group paper for my sales management class including recommendations

defense of the group paper for the concept store on friday

quiz in accounting on friday

breathe...

breathe...

and whats worse, the computer at home crashed. now what could be worse than that? hate, disgust and hopelesness couldnt even begin to describe what i feel.

dammit!

LUCKILY.. thanks to patty and to mama mary's birthday, i was able to borrow patty's laptop (heaven sent!) and do ALMOST everything of what im supposed to do. i know i can do this. its just that its so overwhelming and for some part, disgusting, to even comprehend all the things that is happenning.

now im here, in front of the laptop, eating the whole tub of ice cream, while eating junk food and watching tv all at the same time.

ive got to take valiums now.

ciao!

no classes

today: no classes... tomorrow: no classes...

great. just great. no classes today. but what pisses me off is that we are supposed to have our report today and our bucotax quiz. but thanks to this rain, well thats an understatement since almost 400 died already and classes are also suspended tomorrow, our report wont be over till tues next week. RAWR! and my freakin professors would always be happy enough to make our lives miserable for the next week to make up for the many times we had no classes. darn. F*CK. well whats up with me. no poems for today. laundry is waist high. its so cold. im freezing. but im ok. and im somewhat thankful for it.


but there's this quiz i got from pres' blog (thanks pres!) about adhd. and you can read some of her hilarious blogs on www.livejournal.com/~fweakish...

you can take your own quiz if you want..

More than 20 checked items on the self ADHD test and Attention Deficit Disorder test indicates a strong tendency toward Attention Deficit Disorder or Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder.
___ Does not work to potential in school, receives "not working to potential" teacher comments.
___ * Has short attention span unless very interested in a particular subject.
___ Has a family history of Attention Deficit Disorder, Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder, learning problems or substance abuse.
___ * Is easily distracted.
___ Lacks attention to detail.
___ Has sloppy handwriting.
___ Has difficulty putting thoughts on paper.
___ * Has trouble listening carefully to directions.
___ * Frequently forgets or misplaces things.
___ Skips around while reading.
___ Has difficulty learning new games and new skills.
___ Has poor listening skills.
___ Transposes numbers, letters or words.
___ * Is restless or in constant motion, is always "on the go."
___ Concentrates better when moving or fidgeting.
___ Has trouble sitting still or sitting in one place too long.
___ * Has increased anxiety or nervousness.
___ * Has a history of bed wetting beyond the age 5.
___ Has poor communication skills.
___ * Lacks tact, often spurting out the first thing that comes to mind.
___ Acts impulsively or dangerously without considering the consequences.
___ * Is easily bored.
___ Says things without thinking and later regrets having said them.
___ * Starts to answer questions before the questions are fully asked.
___ * Is impatient.
___ Has trouble following verbal directions.
___ * Makes careless mistakes in schoolwork.
___ Has tendency to embarrass others.
___ * Lies or steals on impulse. (i dont steal.. just lie on impulse)
___ * Has trouble maintaining an organized work or living area.
___ * Is often late.
___ * Procrastinates, especially with multi-faceted tasks.
___ Is easily overwhelmed by everyday tasks.
___ * Has trouble getting started.
___ Starts projects but does not finish them.
___ Fails to finish schoolwork or chores.
___ * Is inconsistent with school performance.
___ Spends excessive time on homework.
___ Has a tendency to drift away.
___ Has problems with self-esteem.
___ Has a negative attitude.
___ Has trouble maintaining friendships.
___ Acts immature for age.
___ * Has trouble expressing thoughts and feelings.
___ Is verbally or physically abusive.
___ Avoids group activities or organized sports.
___ Has a quick temper, is "short-fused."
___ * Has rage outbursts.
___ Gets upset by minor annoyances.
___ Is argumentative.
___ * Worries needlessly or excessively.
___ * Has tendency toward obsessive behavior.
___ Turns words around in conversations.
___ Performs poorly under pressure.
___ Has difficulty reading unless very interested in the subject.
___ * Has difficulty falling asleep.
___ * Has difficulty waking up or feeling fully awake.
___ * Is frequently tired.
___ Startles easily.
___ * Is sensitive to touch, clothes, noise or light.
___ Is more comfortable moving than sitting still.
___ * Has moods swings from highs to lows.
___ Has trouble planning a series of tasks or activities.
___ Become upset easily, is "thin-skinned."
___ Talks excessively.
___ Fidgets, even when sitting quietly.
___ Has difficulty waiting in turn during group activities.
___ * Frequently daydreams or "spaces out."
___ "Blanks out" when taking tests or under pressure.
___ Has low frustration tolerance.
___ Has frequent behavior problems in school

dammit! 28! hahahahhaa.. more than the normal.. but im sure that im not. hehe.now im depressed! darn am i THAT sick? o well.. thats me. take it or leave it. i suggest you take it. its not that usual that someone like me comes into you life dammit! haha kidding!

hmm guess what?! i have the pics already! yay!! haha.. thanks to macky..but these pics are just either backstage or during the rehearsals. i look like skin and bones on the performances pics eh. plus the lighting is dark. hehe and its unclear. oki? kapeesh? (or is that spelled "capiche") anyway.. enjoy!!

our poster! *claps for drei!*

rr and me during pictorial which we never saw

cha rr and me still during pictorial again which we never saw

me, nikki, arman and rr.. arman here is a member of the beatles circa 2004! and nikki, hot chick in hot pink! hehe :)

ok i said i wouldnt be posting any performance pics but hey.. i made one and like i said its unclear.. so i did this...

who says pharaoh cant dance?

thanks macky for the wonderful pics.. hehe..

now, exit stage right..